And finally, na-upload din.

Tunog song lyrics diba?

But no. I'm not referring to a certain song because it's what I am really feeling right now. And I'm dead serious about this. Literally, ang lamig ng mga kamay ko. I don't know why. Sanay naman na ako sa klima dito sa Baguio. Epekto ba 'to ng walang tulog? I've been facing this laptop since 4:30am. Wtf. I can't fully explain what I'm feeling. Feeling ko may kulang. Inaantok ako pero tuwing hihiga ako, hindi naman din ako makatulog. I just keep on staring and staring at a blank space. Am I being weird? A warm bath, indeed. That's what I need, I guess.

Let me feel better. A lot better. xx

Ang gulo ko talaga kausap. Nilagay ko lang talaga 'to para pampadami ng post. Hahaha. Masayahin akong tao. Hindi pa naman ako talagang ganyan ka-bitter sa buhay. May masabi lang. xx

Taken last October 7, Friday night.

(1st picture. L-R, T-B. Jamee, Felize, Ako, at si Sharmaine)

Unfortunately, bumaba si Ingrid so kaming apat lang. Trip namin yung MacBook ni Jamee. So there. All in all, 144 photos na puro kalokohan. Supposedly, nag-aaral kami eh. Pero dahil bilang na ang araw namin dito (dahil sa papalapit na sembreak), kinuha na namin yung opportunity para makapag-picture ng wagas. We look so cuuuute, I know. :3

For more pictures, pakitingnan na lang sa tagged photos or preferably, sa album ni Felize na "My Illegitimate Housemates". Gising kami til midnight dahil dyan. Si Sha, weng weng na dahil hayok sa T. Ice. (Konting amount lang 'to. Good girls kami. :P) It was a very refreshing night. Considering na hindi namin madalas maka-bond si Jamee. (Hindi siya uminom tho.) I enjoyed it a lot. Mami-miss ko to pag nagkahiwa-hiwalay na kami. ;( Aww. Ang drama. Mukhang matagal pa kaming magsasama-sama dito sa hell. Oops. Sa UP, I mean.

K. Thanks for wasting your time reading this piece of.. uhh. I don't know. Til here and take care everyone! ;D

xx

4:34 am. Hillside, Baguio City.

They're all asleep while I'm wide awake.. tumblin' and blogging. A few more days and we're heading off to Bulacan. Hellooooo sembreak! \:D/ But before that, let me remind myself that there's still one more exam to go.. Finals for Mathematics 11. Better get a high score or else.. /wrist

So lately, I've been very busy. Acads, org, etc. Imma share some stories. I'm trying to be productive somehow.

Ayaw mag-upload ng photos dito. Fail naman. Refer to my tumblr na lang: http://mutantfreak.tumblr.com/post/11243178824 Secret shits would be posted/published here anyway. :)

One of the greatest experience I had last month was when we were finally recognized as a member of the Beta Sigma Ladies Corps (BSLC). FINALLY. AFTER A MONTH. (August 23- September 24) I feel so happy to be a part of the family. I would not go into further details. (This is the secret shit.)

Uuwi na kami sa Bulacan on Wednesday, I think. And I'm super excited!! Well not really. Mixed emotions. I miss my friends, yes. But everytime naaalala ko yung last time na nandun ako, I'm a little worried kung may changes. My parents and I were not in good terms when I left and it's because of some personal issues.

But then, moving on... I have to face things. Malapit na din ako mag-16. Yayy for that. Watch out guys: October 24. Loljk. I've got nothing else to say. Eh eh.

Yes, biglaan ito. May LE sa Monday!! Pero umuwi pa din kami. Hahaha. Bahala na si Superman. Basta manunuod ako ng Harry Potter kahit ano'ng mangyari. Will study for Zoo later. :D

I was just trying to catch your attention. :))

I need someone to talk to. Yung walang reklamo, walang violent reactions or side comments. In short, kausapin ko ang pader. But yes, I'm sharing it with you. Ako'y problemado. Hindi lang halata.

And another yes, UPCAT was the easiest part. Pagpasok ko sa loob ng UP campus, nabobo na talaga. We're done with Math long examination (LE). Nabalik na yung blue book kanina and I passed. I, too, was shocked. 36/50. Not bad para sa hindi nag-aral. Sarap lang sa feeling pag magka-score kayo nung puspusan mag-aral *evil grin*. Hahaha. Loljk.

For Geology LE, I've got nothing to say. Kahit basahin mo yung buong presentation, ang sabaw pa din ng exam. Kahit yung mga nagsunog ng kilay kakaaral, hirap din. Medyo kabado ako sa results.

So now we're waiting for Zoology LE (July 18), History (July 19), Zoo lab (July 22), Soc Sci and PE. Patayan, grabe. I wanna go home. Uwi na sana ako sa Bulacan by tomorrow dahil holiday sa Friday.. Kaso yung LE sa Zoo, humahadlang. :(( Weekly tests. Walang break.

Pumasa lang sa Zoology, Lord. Please. :'(

July 19, Walk out against budget cut. Lahat ng State Universities. We're expected to wear black to show our support. Magambala kaya ang LE sa Hist? *crossfingers*

July 1, 2011 =EPIC.

Yeah, sa tingin ko ganun na nga. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko sa mga bagay na hindi ko napanindigan. Talkshit. Sige, magalit yung magagalit, mainis yung maiinis. And I'm really sorry. Hindi ko man nagustuhan ang mga kinalabasan, pero yun na eh. Ayokong ipagpilitan ang isang bagay na wala na. Ayoko ding manloko ng tao. Feeling ko tuloy ang sama ko. Ang magagawa ko na lang eh, wala. Marahil bumitaw na ako. Pero hindi pa yun sapat para kumapit sa panibago. Nagegets nyo ba ako? Mabuti na yung ganito. Para lang maayos at walang masamang sabihin ang iba, ako lang dapat mag-isa. Happiness diba? Kaya ko to. Ako pa! 15 years and still counting.

When you've got nothing else to do. La-di-da.. Then you saw a headband that suits youuuu. Mukhang nene daw akoo. =))

Well, nonsense. Pft. I was trying to make a song out of those pictures. And yes, again, I've got nothing else to do. Nandito ako sa bahay ngayon. At aalis mamayang 1AM pabalik ng Baguio.